Begin Again

Begin Again

27 Desember 2015

Yoo Everyone it's been awhile since i wrote last time, this time is SUPER DUPER UBER SPECIAL six part worth of blog writing but before that let me tell you all something.

Honestly, just 2 hours ago today at around 19.00 i've realized what's wrong with my life, i usually live my life as i need it to be, but there's something missing about it. Money? Nope, Family? Nope, Friends? Nope, Love Interest? Not that either. My life should've been happy enough all this time but what's wrong then?? At 19.00 i saw my old photo when i was 13 years old, i remembered what i'm used to be earlier in my life.

"The red haired boy, with overwhelming sense of curiosity, ambition, and bravery even though he knows his life will be tough, the boy who never backs down from a challenge, the idealist boy who always try his best although he knew it's almost impossible to make it, a boy that have no fear of doing something new, the boy who always laugh even in hard times"  

I realized then... All of those quality of mine has faded away with time, they all faded for different reasons.. Bullying, hanging out with wrong friends, spending time useless, gaming, and etc. Why don't i realized it sooner?? If i had realized it sooner i won't end up like this... Why??  But still i got to change, even though that's hard, even though it's almost impossible, i'll try. I rather try rather than ending up as a man who always obey other without caring about what he wants, well with that i can finally announce that on 27 December 2015:

"The Awesome One Has Reborned"

Okayyy.. Now let's start the special :v